So, I have made mistakes, certainly, but I've done well, too, and I've decided to let everything go. I'm just letting everything go. It's not easy because my over active imagination can take any concept, any wrong turn, and make a life time out of it. I can see it all in front of me, the things that I cannot have and the things that I still can. But I have to accept that the cards that I've played are played. I need to keep going with the hand that I still have, and just let it all go.
I am satisfied that whatever has happened, it will be alright in the end.
Leave it to me to have my midlife crisis early. Oh, well. At least it's out of the way. The alignments of stars and planets that brought this one on will never happen again, and now I can go on with the rest of my life.
In other news I also have a small jade plant, very healthy, that I would be willing to give to a good home if you are local enough/I'm likely to see you any time soon.
Any takers? She's not very large, but my friend Barb gave me mine because she believed it would bring me prosperity. Which, all things considered, I have.
Sometimes, I think, people need to sit down and have a good think. It is, at least for me, too easy to let life happen. To me, it's like a flooded river, rushing quickly. And I refuse to be one of those people that lets things just happen, that takes no active part in her life. It would be so easy. Go to work. Go home. Sleep. Wake up. Go to work.